A Breath Of Fresh Air.

It was so easy to tell you I love(ed) you. But now you’re home, and I know I can’t see you. It was my choice, but your wrong. I’m caught between a rock and a hard place, while you’ve had no problem moving on. Wake up to her face. Feel her warm gentle kiss. But, please think of me when you need someone to miss. She’ll be there for now, for a touch and a fuck. But do not ever think she’ll love you. It is best to leave that to luck. I’ll move on eventually, I can see that you have. It may just take me longer to find my path. I gave you my heart, all of it too. I think some of it is still attached to you. I’ll be fine, I keep telling myself. But when does it happen? Will I even be able to tell. With a thought and a ponder, I bid you adieu. Good luck with your chick, I’m busy finding someone new. 

“So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby, who was lying in the manger. When they had seen him, they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child, and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them. But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart. The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things they had heard and seen, which were just as they had been told.” Luke 2:16-20

I thank God for all he has given me, and all he has done for me. I am thankful that my parents are working, that I have a home, food, and the simple ability to walk, breathe, and be. Merry Christmas to all.

Want to write a nonfiction love song
Cause I don’t have one yet
I’ve got almost and maybes
And what happened here baby
But not a love song

But we’ve got time to kill
All the reasons we should hold back
And I wear you on a
Locket ‘round my neck
And I haven’t opened it up yet
But I’ll look back and laugh I’ll bet
And tell you ‘bout these days
Like they are stories of old
And I wish my voice would echo
Through galaxies and such
To scratch the surface of
Explaining to you just how much I’m glad
You don’t have to try
You don’t have to change
Baby you stay just the same

Used to want time to run so quickly
Now crawling is fine
Cause the older I get the more
I see I need every moment
To let my roots grow down deep

So we’ve got time to kill
All the reasons we should hold back
And I wear you on a
Locket ‘round my neck
And I haven’t opened it up yet
But I’ll look back and laugh I’ll bet
And tell you ‘bout these days
Like they are stories of old
And I wish my voice would echo
Through galaxies and such
To scratch the surface of
Explaining to you just how much I’m glad
You don’t have to try
You don’t have to change
Baby you stay just the same

I’ll try not to wish you would hurry
I’m learning how not to worry
I don’t want to let you down
Could I sing to every week
Make just enough for what we need
And walk together ‘round the town
I’ll try not to wish you would hurry
I’m learning how not to worry
I don’t want to let you down
Could I sing to every week
Make just enough for what we need
And walk together ‘round the town

Wish my voice would echo
Through galaxies and such
To scratch the surface of
Explaining to you just how much I’m glad
You don’t have to try
You don’t have to change
Baby you stay just the same