July 2012
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"I'll know my songs well, before I start to sing...
Drowning yourself too deep,
That there is no possible for you to lift a single part of your body without strain.
Drowning yourself.
Suffocating yourself in such a way,
That you cannot inhale anything without yearning for something pure to flow through your body.
Suffocating yourself.
Blinding yourself by the shining, sheer white lights,
That even when you close your eyes your mind does not...
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Goodbye now.
Sometimes I just want to be alone. Is there something wrong with that?
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zzZ
I fucking need sleep.
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A picture is worth a thousand words.
He looked at her sternly, but with passion behind his eyes. “Why do you say that?” And as she lifted her sullen head, her sweet eyes glimmered back at him as she said, “I make everything in my life seem so much more amazing, or beautiful, or meaningful than it really is. And at the end of the day, i’m just a silly little suburban girl.”
He wanted to say something....
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“I can’t explain it. Go look at my tumblr.”
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"Angel of Music, speak. I listen. In the night,...
I can’t turn off Phantom. That show brings back too many great and upsetting memories all at once. I actually deeply miss it, and have a large emotional connection to that show. I have emotional connections with a lot of things, but the theater? The theater has captured me in a way that no one, except the theater will or could quite ever understand.
I remember, opening night, he wouldn’t come....
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Twenty-two
I did some shit last night, that you think you’d only see here, on tumblr. Wouldn’t change it for a thing. After all, summer is a time for challenges, adventures, right? Well that’s what everyone says at least. For so long now, I have been hearing people tell me to take risks. Finally, I heard them. I have twenty-two days, until I further my future. Twenty-two days to be a kid, a...
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“Pain is addicting.”
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Is that crazy?
Love is crazy.
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Finally, I can breathe.
Freedom is a beautiful treasure.
Don't hate me.
If I’m the one who did that to you, I’m incredibly sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I just feel conflicted. She’s my friend, And to be honest, I’m not sure I’m emotinally stable enough for anything right now. I don’t know what to say. I will always love you.
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pay.
Forever is a seven letter word that is synonymous to you.
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Ask me things.
Ask me things. Anything you want, And I swear to you, I will be honest.
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confession.
and yes, I know I write a lot about sappy romance heartbreak, but that’s not much different than most things on tumblr.
but then again, arn’t we all looking for the same thing? Isn’t companionship something that is a humanistic instinct? Don’t we all want to feel wanted? I know we all do. And, if you don’t, well than I am truly sorry for you, or extremely impressed....
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It would be nice
Can I have someone to hold my hand, and tell me that I make them happy? Because darling, Even when I’m with you, I don’t feel anything.
I love it when you kiss me, and your warm skin is on mine, and I can fall asleep wrapped so tightly and safely in your arms. But, I don’t feel anything. I want to feel something.
I want to feel wanted. I want the song by Hunter Hayes just once...
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“Tonight before you fall asleep, I’ll run my thumb across your cheek. Why?...”
– Wipe Your Eyes by Maroon5 